So Exhausted!

ever get tired of things exists around you? because i do..


i feel tired.
i feel vulnerable.
i feel sick and weary and overuse!


this isn't really a part of my plans.
this isn't really a part of my goals in life and
this isn't really a joke.


how i wish i could just sit like a princess
with a tiara in my head
and a gold wand in my hand.


whooo!
i want to scream.
i want to shout.
i want to die?! NO.


despite of what happened into my life now.
I am still thankful for it.
If not because of this feeling?

i cannot update this blog site.
i cannot put a shout out to my facebook account tellin' my friends "i'm tired."
even though they don't have anything to do with it. (at least, they know even if they don't care.)


i cannot feel helpless.
i cannot feel loneliness and despair.
exactly! i cannot feel like so exhausted such as this anymore.


p.s. this is just an effect of a busy person.
work + trainings + masters = suicide!
but hell no.. i'm not going to kill myself.
i love me. ofcourse!

boo-hoo to me! i need time management and a stress reliever.

think - think - think....