ever get tired of things exists around you? because i do..
i feel tired.
i feel vulnerable.
i feel sick and weary and overuse!
this isn't really a part of my plans.
this isn't really a part of my goals in life and
this isn't really a joke.
how i wish i could just sit like a princess
with a tiara in my head
and a gold wand in my hand.
whooo!
i want to scream.
i want to shout.
i want to die?! NO.
despite of what happened into my life now.
I am still thankful for it.
If not because of this feeling?
i cannot update this blog site.
i cannot put a shout out to my facebook account tellin' my friends "i'm tired."
even though they don't have anything to do with it. (at leas
t, they know even if they don't care.)i cannot feel helpless.
i cannot feel loneliness and despair.
exactly! i cannot feel like so exhausted such as this anymore.
p.s. this is just an effect of a busy person.
work + trainings + masters = suicide!
but hell no.. i'm not going to kill myself.
i love me. ofcourse!
boo-hoo to me! i need time management and a stress reliever.
think - think - think....
